Saturday, March 15, 2008

In the hundred and two minutes at my neighbour's place...

I was sitting today, in one of my neighbour's house, and thinking about a lot of things,,,,(i know my blank face must have irritated her to quite an extent, because ideally i should have been talking to her, that was the idea behind me going with my aunt to see her),,alright, i know i am drifting away from where I began. Coming back, i was thinking how on one hand someones absence can kill you and how on the other someone's thought can breathe life into you. I was wondering how someone suddenly becomes so important for you that all you do is think about that person!! Even if the person in question does never bother to ever think about you!! I am not essentially talking about a boy thinkin about a girl and vice versa (and i dont know why i m explaining that to you!!). I was wondering why for a moment people treat you like you are special and in another treat you like you hardly exist!! I mean why do it in the first place.......

I was also thinking about Death. How sometimes its so much easier to recover over someone dead than someone alive, i mean you know that a particular person exists, is breathing somewhere, you can atleast hope that he/she is, but you cant even cry over his/her absence because that makes you feel like you have lost em forever!! Then on the other hand the thought of someones death takes all life away from you!!!

I was also thinking about love!! What is love?? I still dont have the answer,,actually i could'nt think much about it in the hundred and two minutes that i was at this neighbours place,,,,

12 comments:

behind brown eyes... said...

hahahahaha..well i must say you managed a lot of thinking in a very short time!!! and raised questions i dnt think one lifetime can answer :) great wrk girl :D

Wizard OfCourse said...

that's a whole lot of thinking Mariya!! and hey...it's like you were an echo of my thoughts! brilliant is the word lady...brilliant is the word!
keep it coming in...

Mariya.... said...

shannaaz i know u know wat im talkin abt!!!
tanku both of you!!

vijayshree said...

Ok u hv bn heartbroken 4 sure!

Whats in a name.......... said...

naa re vijayshree,,dats precisely why i wrote "this is not a boy gurl thing"!!!

Megha said...

mariya.... actuallly i happen to knw exactly wat u hv been hinting all the way here... n voila!!! gurl u truly r my mirror image.. my altar ego... lolzz!!! keep it up.. n get tht dumb head to read this as well..lolz :)

Royal Bengal Tigress said...

Mariya, you need a drink ! ;P

Whats in a name.......... said...

hehehehe....

Rishav said...

HMM..really cool article...questions which arises in everyone's minds but we just never think about it or shut ourselves from the reality...thats life i guess!! but am wondering, what did the friend do in the 102 mins?? was she making pasta or what?? lol!

Whats in a name.......... said...

haha,,,actually she was probably thinkin i m insane !! and no she did no tpake pasta,,,she made pizza instead!!!lol

Royal Bengal Tigress said...

Who is this friend so free with her culinary outputs? I demand an invitation to her house!

Whats in a name.......... said...

well,,,i dunno if shell ever want to c me after havin to put up wid my staring in space for 102 mins!!
but,,,ahem ahem,,u r most welcome to try some of the uhm uhm tasty things that i make(so much for self appraisal)!!lol